At some point I learned that fetishes can be established by childhood experiences. I have a major fetish for bush. A naked pussy has a fraction of the arousing power of a big full bush. And my need to eat pussy has become so powerful these days I can hardly get fully aroused without dining. I also crave older women. The majority of sex I've had has been with women who are in their 40s and 50s, ten to twenty years older than me. As I've gotten older I have opened up to women in their 60s and 70s.

A few years ago I was recalling fondly a particular childhood experience that may very well have been the root of it all. I woke up in the night to the sound of their phone ringing endlessly. There apparently was no answering machine. It was driving me so crazy that I decided to go pick it up. As I approached the phone it stopped ringing, so I turned around to go back to bed. As I turn the corner my friend's mom was walking swiftly down the hall fully naked, tits bouncing, and I face planted her giant dark bush. It was so full and soft.

The stars have never aligned so perfectly as they did this night. All I felt immediately was shock and deep, deep embarrassment, to the point I could hardly talk to her ever again. As I scurried back to bed she tried to comfort me saying it was okay. Back in bed my heart was racing, and I just lied there in embarrassment.I hardly knew anything about sex and certainly wasn't fantasizing about the mom, but I kept having flashbacks to it for a long time.

Fast forward to my late teens and I was obsessively fantasizing about other milfs, and in my fantasy they would invite me to their room, sit me down, lift their nightgown to show me their very hairy pussy, and invite me to lick it. I would always be embarrassed in my fantasies, and the milf would comfort me with gentle reassurance that there was nothing wrong with it. It wasn't until much later in life that I made the connection.

Unfortunately it's very difficult to impossible to find a woman who will do age play, so that I could fulfill this fantasy. I have seen prostitutes who claimed to offer this roleplay but each one was very robotic and didn't really get into the role. I nonetheless take great pleasure in courting older milfs and gilfs, who usually have an unshaved and untrimmed pussy, and who usually are quite happy to let me dine at length. I've also branched out to eating buttholes whenever it's allowed.

I love to start with pussy, work it all over, and slowly tease my way down to the knot, which many times has been a surprise and a first to the woman, something I take a lot of pleasure in.